March 2012
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“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m...”
– Jillian Medoff, Hunger Point
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“she doesn’t want to be tanned, it doesn’t fit in with her goth queen image”
– my mother
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being attractive to no one really gives me a lot of freedom in how to dress and act
I’m actually really worried that nobody will ever fall in love with me.
I’m such a weird melange of feelings, obsessions, things i despise, things i adore, it’s impossible to find someone i like and likes me back.
Once again I’m on the edge of breaking down. It’s hard to control yourself when there’s nothing left that makes you you.
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“No ambition, no talent, no chance.”
– Charles Bukowski
the best way to a girl’s heart is to cut a hole and dig it out of her rib cage
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“How much of my brain is wilfully my own? How much is not a rubber stamp of what...”
– Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
raptivist:
“lets be friends” i whisper as i like all your text posts
I have such backwards self-esteem. Sometimes I have an irrationally big ego, and I look around and feel so overwhelmingly superior - I unfairly place myself above most people. And yet, at times, I feel cripplingly inferior, and can not cope in social situations because of my perception of myself.
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I feel melancholic for the strangest of things- the things I wrote two years ago make my heart ache. I feel younger now, stronger may be, scars may fade and bones might not show but I feel as scarred as ever. I am ashamed, gazing at the self I used to be. The past scares me as much as the future used to do- I wish I could erase the things I said and the things I did, the things I thought when I...
